Manic Monday

How is it July already?  I feel like the spring just barely started and now it's July!

So, good news first right?  I have lost of a total of 8 pounds.  HOORAY!!!  I'm very excited about this. Yesterday, I meal prepped (with what I have) for this week and I'll pick up a few more things tonight on my way home.

I've been eating a lot of fruits/veggies and trying really hard to curb my sugar cravings.  I did cave this weekend and ate 3 packages of Zebra Cakes (don't judge me.) Packing my lunch has helped a lot.  Though, I am burning out on a few things I've been packing a lot.  I need to change it up.

I went to the flea market by myself yesterday.  There is a store in Treasure Isle that I've been dying to check out so I went.  It was a little intimidating at first but I got to go to the store which was fun and very educational. 

Now on to news....

I have stopped trauma therapy.  I am not sure Carrie and I are a good fit (she's very nice and I like her) - we're just not doing the trauma work that I thought we'd be doing.  And I can't afford it.  I have also cut WAY back on seeing MaryAnn.  I saw her on Friday and I can't afford her either.  I'm going to see how things go without therapy for awhile.  We will see how it goes.

My dental work starts this month and that's going to cost a lot.  I'm going to focus on that.

I've also been looking for a part time job to help with my money situation.  I put in some applications this weekend.  It's depressing but what can you do?  I keep thinking this will cut down on my "social" time but I don't do anything anyway.  I'm almost always home. 

I've almost completed my "reading challenge" for this year.  I'm almost done with this book and then I'll have 1 more book!  This excites me.  :)

I don't have much to report right now.  Still kind of depressed but not as bad.  It comes and goes I guess. 

I guess I won't have much to report since there's going to be no therapy for awhile. 

If anyone is still reading, I can keep blogging.